Newbie's stressors and positive mind set

I'm at the age that i know more than enough about the school of hard knocks. Started at teen age, having a hubby with adhd and ergophobia, then handling 8 gifts from the stork without an instruction booklet, whew!, so handling stressful things now, it's just like eating peanuts😊. But this trading world is very very new to me, "the beginners should make a firm order to taste the stress and rapid mood swing" oh my, the moment I decided to enter this world, i felt that this is the most difficult conceiving I ever had. Psycholgical breakdown- I've had a lot of breaking down but was able to gain back my posture but this trading fluctuation gosh I'm using gorilla glue to stick my sanity in me😆. I personally know someone who bacame a millionaire overnight, (thanks to ethereum), so the first trading i made was to buy a crypto, I firmly made an order with the 1/3 of my savings, the following morning, i saw red colors gosh! first time i cried looking at numbers. But then again, i used another 1/3 of my savings to buy another kind of crypto, low and behold, 2 days after i was banging my desk seeing all the red colors and downward graphs, so my mood did not only swing back and forth but as if I'm on the highest speed of a spinning top, puking my gut out. Due to the fear of losing my savings, I started reading about trading, searching and meditation 😊. And then yesterday, I bought again another crypto, using the last 1/3 of my savings and open my time capsule box and use half of my future just in case funds, and sat down in the patio, drink my chocoffee and set my mind to be PATIENT, and think about my children, when they were starting to walk they fell many times but slowly they were able to hold their balance and became a gold medalist in a track and field games, they didn't stay little, they eventually grew up beautifully. So to improve my trading mind, I'm gonna use the basic, the fundamental and technical way of analyzing then explore, observe and be patient,,, nothing stays forever, if you're down the only way is up.