My love-hate relationship with Futu

In the beginning, I was tempted by the free Apple stock offer and other goodies for signing up to moomoo. Then I started to use the moomoo app and found that it is very well done and made me feel like I'm a pro. Followed by next step where I researched $Futu Holdings Ltd (FUTU.US)$ stock and found that the fundamentals are pretty solid too.
I took the plunged and bought $Futu Holdings Ltd (FUTU.US)$ stock - gave me some wins. My love for Futu grew further, but alas it was probably one-sided love affair. Futu dropped and dropped, each time I never gave up and applied dollar cost averaging, and yet Futu did not reciprocate my love. I'm still in the red.
Nevermind, I will still love you $Futu Holdings Ltd (FUTU.US)$ even if you don't love me back...