I need to learn options I'm tired of being broke and killing...

I need to learn options I'm tired of being broke and killing myself and still having to borrow to get by Iike just to be able to like in this double wide with out fear of losing my 2 arces and taking care of my mom that just had a slight heartattack the other day and without her I don't really have anyone anymore I've been working 10 12 hours a day and coming and trying to study everything I can till I literally pass out in my chair and wake up feeling like my necks broke and so sore especially after having a bad back and neck from a wreck I was in in 2009 bc other ppl can't drive apparently and now I hate riding with other people I just wanna give up but I have a beautiful 9 year old baby girl that needs me and if it wasn't for he I would have definitely don't have up I'm so thankful for what I do have but seem like no matter how hard I try it just gets harder but I still get up early after only usually getting 2 or 3 hrs of sleep and have to go to work when I can find some work now the windshield is busted completely out I have to beg for a ride and that cost me plenty of day of not getting to work so it just get harder and harder every day I've officially used up my last couple of bucks today I had saved up for a emergency so now I don't know what the hell I'm going to do I'll keep trying to learning but I just don't know how much more I can do or take doesn't help I'm stupid and its always been hard to learn things while reading and shit I can turn a wrench and do just about anything when it come to physically building and doing back breaking work I guess that's bc thats all Ive ever known I know no one really wants to hear my story but I've gotta get shit off my chest somewhere somehow someway thanks if you took the time to read this just a lonely man trying to get out of his own head