I as an idiot cannot save money for any reason. I would love...

I as an idiot cannot save money for any reason. I would love to be a responsible and problem avoiding member of the community but I am dumb. I'm trying moomoo and other tools as a way to hide my money by camouflaging it as a side hustle and so far I'm still trying to convince myself that it's always better to have it later than blow it all on an instant feeling of accomplishment followed by never-ending anxiety about what now. this is helping and at the very least I'm learning.